You remind me of this clown I used to be afraid of...

Beauty is of such interest to a large range of people. I'm sure this is a very overdone topic, but I am the meaning of a spontaneous mess of thoughts. Especially in our high maintenance world of today, the media constantly spits out so many standards of beauty that people just can't seem to keep up with. TV, movies, internet, magazines, etc. All of these publications may all at the same time give you conflicting advice on how to look prettier or to "find your style" or some cheesy line like that. Here I'm thinking, "Wow. This is so pointless." If you think that I'm going to tell you to stop your shopping and start wearing potato sacks, then you're awfully wrong. No, I won't criticize you because there's nothing to criticize. I'm just going to attack the institution of BEAUTY for being such a total douche by instilling depression, self-destruction, anorexia, confidence issues, body insecurity, and suicide into the present generation, most likely the future as well. Yes, another attack on hotness, and another step towards our happy goal of a perfected society. Like peace, it's not going to happen; it's too goddamn utopian. I know that. Ideas control us so powerfully, we're just puppets. And it's just so intricate, all of these aspects of the media all weaving this giant web of self-hate for all who do not comply with their "laws of acceptance". It's dividing everyone all up, turning one against another. This message may specifically fall into the female category only, but why do we all hate each other? Why has this idea driven so many to despise or ridicule others who do not feel the need to spend excessively on clothes or shoot a crapload of powder onto their faces? It's so simple to just...let it go. If you were to really say it out loud, "I hate so and so because they wore an ugly shirt." it would sound utterly stupid (credits to Josh for saying this once). Go turn this hate into some feminism or something. It's much better than what you're doing now. Standards of beauty, I thank you for rotting our generation and turning them not into thinkers, but followers and sheep. You are truly a piece of work.



Sometimes I just want to yell at someone when they believe they are less than competent in the way they look and say that they're not that pitiful. Take a look at yourself and see that you're not physically disfigured, starving, mentally disabled, living without shoes, wearing nothing but rags, dying of disease, stuck in poverty, or even dead. You can find me offensive, I don't mind. But your problems don't seem so big anymore do they? I'm not critical in the ones who are truely insecure, but the ones who are completely shameless in their justifications. You know what, screw this, I just loathe those who are so lucky to be where they are at the moment, financially secure, happy, etc, and to waste their days doing all of this useless crap. Your imperfections are the things that make your ass human. Damn, just love yourself and don't let some stupid telescreen tell you what you should be. Don't let your stupid friends say what you're lacking. Don't think you're not good enough to be whatever because it's just not true. It's a big world out there and it doesn't matter what you look like because there will always be people that are commonly accepted as prettier or uglier than you. And plus, nobody gives a care what you look like because of that giant world. Don't put on the makeup to make up for your fear, put it on when you're truly already confident. Because your confidence will shine through before that splatter clown face. If somebody ever tells you that your face or body is unappealing to their eyes, then they are shit. Their whole existence is worthless and a waste of human space.

"Beauty is so disgusting, it makes me want to vomit." Oh the irony.